Today was an o.k. day... did some running around but at the end I got to relax... went to the movies, saw The Ugly Truth..I recommend it, it was funny as hell...I'm a bit exhausted, not necessarily because of today, but probably still tired from all the previous days..So here is the drama for the day.. because I know you didn't think that absolutely nothing happened today...SOOOO Angel hit me up today.. yes again..& I'm thinking what could he possibly want when I was left under the impression that he might've been upset with me about what I told him. So he asks me for a favor..drumroll please.. here we go.. he wants to build up a portfolio..FOR WHAT? because he wants to be a model. a MODEL?!!! WTF, you've got to b kidding me.. my heart would be hanging from a fish hook waiting for a damn catfish to catch onto it somewhere in Idaho if I didn't have my boyfriend, and if I were single still waiting for Angel to come and rescue me from whatever it is that people call love now a days, God only knows where my whole feelings about love would be; probably in a dumpster somewhere in Paris, trying to find its way back to restoration. SMH the nerve. But w/e I'll do it. My girl told me either he's acting normal to spite me or because maybe he decided we REALLY WERE better off just keeping it as friends and not playing this "fairy tale ending" mind games anymore.. Much Safer!!! So I'm going to help him. I don't know what he's trying to achieve from this, but who am I to tell someone they can't do something? I feel like men are just so damn complicated.. I used to think the same thing when I was younger, but then I grew up and came to the conclusion that maybe men wouldn't be as difficult as we portray them to be if we, as women,>>YES US WOMEN<< weren't so damn complicated ourselves (sorry ladies, yes I'm feminist but I am an analyst all the same & wrong is wrong) but then I have come back to the conclusion that NO, MEN ARE JUST COMPLICATED WITHIN THEMSELVES.. why??? Because THEY DONT KNOW WHAT THEY WANT UNLESS UR HANDING IT TO THEM ON A SILVER PLATTER!! smh... sorry hold on, that was The Ugly Truth talking... smh... but yes getting my head on straight, I agreed to help him out. I mean, Angel has always been there for me, so why not support his dream, right? ::SIGHS:: I just want to go back to school so I don't have to deal with all these interferences that are keeping me unfocused on the most important things... getting my websites noticed, getting my degree and keep focused and not cheat LOL, just being real. Aw man, I need to get back to Syracuse. Anyways, got to wake up early tomorrow, so I'll end this with a quote that I came across a while back.
"Cupid struck me with a poison arrow". -Big Pun
