::random thought::

i’ve just woken up again..i’ve been sleeping all day to wake up and hope that everything will go away. i’ve looked at my phone and he hasnt called and i feel as if i should care but i dont. i feel as if i dont care about anything anymore. i just want to bury my head into my paper and write because it has always been the only thing that has kept me going..no woman, no man, no object no kind of affection…just my writing.