::random thought:: Dedication-Missing Him

kinda hate missing Karlon.  been trying to forget about him this summer with the way things ended up between us; unsolved--distant, not right at all...yet i still find myself finding certain things about him in other people, constantly reminding myself of him and how happy we were before all the mistrust--me and my boy Darwin had a convo the other day about him extending a hand and how he thinks he really feels that Karlon likes me, i do to--but idk if its enough for us to fix 'us' or if there even is an 'us' to fix--being confused isnt the best thing, especially when we're both confusing as it is.  i wish he'd just tell me what was going through his head so i knew hwther or not it was even worth thinking about...